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- L e e C H W i F e / / V e R S i o N : 1 . 0 -
Put me in the corner, blot me in the powder, take me like a poison
Created on 2001-02-22 19:18:45 (#62357), last updated 2005-12-21
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Basic Info| Name: | Lacifer |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-24 |
| Location: | Lexington, Kentucky, United States |
| Website: | Lacy Danielle |
Bio~~~~~~~~~~
XPrayForMorningX: Kimmi why does everyone wanna marry me? *bangs head against desk*
XPrayForMorningX: AND WHY DO I GO ALONG WITH IT????
xSpookyKiwiX: well, for the first one, its cause you are so great...to the second question: I don't know...and for the solution, why don't we just run off together and get married?
XPrayForMorningX: That sounds like a good plan to me! ^_^ *hugs*
xSpookyKiwiX: NO! You are supposed to say NO!
XPrayForMorningX: Oh..
XPrayForMorningX: NO
XPrayForMorningX: NO NO
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main entry: doll
Pronunciation: 'däl, 'dol
Function: noun
1 : a small-scale figure of a human being used especially as a child's plaything
2 : a pretty but often empty-headed young woman
~~~~~~~~~~
My name is Lacy... which, despite it's blatant meaning, is derived from the name "Larissa" which means "cheerful". I find this ironic, as normally when people meet me for the first time they don't believe me when I tell them my name, and insist that it must be my "gothic nickname." Cute.
I was born on the Leo/Virgo Cusp and I also have a Leo Moon. I have come to find this basically means I am Leo on the outside, and truly a Virgo on the inside.
Like every other pathetic Lexington wanna-be Bohemian, I'm a dreamer and I keep thinking I'm going to get out of here, one day. I'm trying.
~~~~~~~~~~
a lasting moment to hold onto with regret the scent of time
tried and tested I never noticed the phantoms of her mind
crescent moon I'm cutting through paste up warnings fill the sky
smoking embers I remember time and time again to try
to live in light to sink within her I think of light
time to blame to borrow from your past elapsed
collapsing
she's not insane
she's gone insane
and if the root of silence pulls me off and love is lost not
from my heart I sit upon this thrown that throws me off
and she falls backward to the floor and forward to the back
she says elapses all my truth again she's the one I live for I live alone
burns inside horribly she lifts me to the spirit burns
the darkest hours my corrupt brain is hurting
once again the door lies quiet left alone I'm thinking of her
sitting the burning clock of time
- Skinny Puppy, Cult
~~~~~~~~~~
"I initially started cutting myself at an early age out of frustration. Cutting tends to relieve anger. Many self-injurers like myself have enormous amounts of rage within and are sometimes afraid to express it outwardly, we injure ourselves as a way of venting these feelings without hurting others.
When intense feelings built, I became overwhelmed and unable to deal with it. By causing pain, I could reduce the level of emotional stress to a bearable one.
As a teenager it was an escape from the numbness many of those who self-injure say they do it in order to feel something, to know that they're still alive.
You obtain a certain feeling of euphoria.
Continuing abusive patterns later in life became more force of habit an adrenal rush on stage rather then a cry for help." ~ Jessicka
"My highest hope remains, silent and unattained, all the visions and solace of my youth lie dead! How did I bear it? How did I heal wounds like these, how did I overcome them? How was it that my soul rose once and left these graves?" ~ Nietzsche
"Cheerleaders are dancers who have gone retarded..." ~ some guy from "Bring it On"
"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named "Bush", "Dick", and "Colon".
~ Chris Rock
"Growing up female in America. What a liability! You grew up with your ears full of cosmetic ads, love songs, advice columns, whoreoscopes, Hollywood gossip, and moral delimmas on the level of TV soap operas. What litanies the advertisers of the good life chanted at you! What curious catechisms! ... It didn't matter, you see, whether you had an I.Q. of 170 or a I.Q. of 70, you were brainwashed all the same." ~ Erica Jong
"There's another frumpy bride caught up in some meaningless marriage." ~ Sylvia Plath
"... we want to remove our make-up and take off what is false and be real. But somewhere a piece of disguise that we forgot sticks to us... And so we walk around, a mockery and a mere half: neither having achieved being or actors." ~ Rainer Maria Rilke
"Everything is denial. All these girls in Hollywood walk around with these bottles of water so they won't get toxins in their system, and they're all fuckin' dying of anorexia nervosa. They're all smoking cigarettes, they're all throwing up in the toilet every night. Half of them are doing drugs. They all look like they're made of pencils. Their skin is hanging off their fucking bones. Their body image is their only image. Their self-esteem has been ripped to shit by all the horrible ramifications of the nasty parts of feminism - not the good stuff, which is important, but the nastier stuff, the male-bashing stuff."~ James Woods
And now, a Golden Girls moment...
"I hate communism," ~ Sophia
"Of course you do, you were raised a facist," ~ Dorothy
"Although she embraces alternative lifestyles and counts all possibilities among her friends...it just drives her crazy not knowing whether to set me up with men or women. When she asks me outright, I tell her the truth--I don't know. today it seems to be women, yesterday it was men, tomorrow I might have to admit that all I really want is someone to love me." ~ Susannah Indigo
XPrayForMorningX: Kimmi why does everyone wanna marry me? *bangs head against desk*
XPrayForMorningX: AND WHY DO I GO ALONG WITH IT????
xSpookyKiwiX: well, for the first one, its cause you are so great...to the second question: I don't know...and for the solution, why don't we just run off together and get married?
XPrayForMorningX: That sounds like a good plan to me! ^_^ *hugs*
xSpookyKiwiX: NO! You are supposed to say NO!
XPrayForMorningX: Oh..
XPrayForMorningX: NO
XPrayForMorningX: NO NO
~~~~~~~~~~
main entry: doll
Pronunciation: 'däl, 'dol
Function: noun
1 : a small-scale figure of a human being used especially as a child's plaything
2 : a pretty but often empty-headed young woman
~~~~~~~~~~
My name is Lacy... which, despite it's blatant meaning, is derived from the name "Larissa" which means "cheerful". I find this ironic, as normally when people meet me for the first time they don't believe me when I tell them my name, and insist that it must be my "gothic nickname." Cute.
I was born on the Leo/Virgo Cusp and I also have a Leo Moon. I have come to find this basically means I am Leo on the outside, and truly a Virgo on the inside.
Like every other pathetic Lexington wanna-be Bohemian, I'm a dreamer and I keep thinking I'm going to get out of here, one day. I'm trying.
~~~~~~~~~~
a lasting moment to hold onto with regret the scent of time
tried and tested I never noticed the phantoms of her mind
crescent moon I'm cutting through paste up warnings fill the sky
smoking embers I remember time and time again to try
to live in light to sink within her I think of light
time to blame to borrow from your past elapsed
collapsing
she's not insane
she's gone insane
and if the root of silence pulls me off and love is lost not
from my heart I sit upon this thrown that throws me off
and she falls backward to the floor and forward to the back
she says elapses all my truth again she's the one I live for I live alone
burns inside horribly she lifts me to the spirit burns
the darkest hours my corrupt brain is hurting
once again the door lies quiet left alone I'm thinking of her
sitting the burning clock of time
- Skinny Puppy, Cult
~~~~~~~~~~
"I initially started cutting myself at an early age out of frustration. Cutting tends to relieve anger. Many self-injurers like myself have enormous amounts of rage within and are sometimes afraid to express it outwardly, we injure ourselves as a way of venting these feelings without hurting others.
When intense feelings built, I became overwhelmed and unable to deal with it. By causing pain, I could reduce the level of emotional stress to a bearable one.
As a teenager it was an escape from the numbness many of those who self-injure say they do it in order to feel something, to know that they're still alive.
You obtain a certain feeling of euphoria.
Continuing abusive patterns later in life became more force of habit an adrenal rush on stage rather then a cry for help." ~ Jessicka
"My highest hope remains, silent and unattained, all the visions and solace of my youth lie dead! How did I bear it? How did I heal wounds like these, how did I overcome them? How was it that my soul rose once and left these graves?" ~ Nietzsche
"Cheerleaders are dancers who have gone retarded..." ~ some guy from "Bring it On"
"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named "Bush", "Dick", and "Colon".
~ Chris Rock
"Growing up female in America. What a liability! You grew up with your ears full of cosmetic ads, love songs, advice columns, whoreoscopes, Hollywood gossip, and moral delimmas on the level of TV soap operas. What litanies the advertisers of the good life chanted at you! What curious catechisms! ... It didn't matter, you see, whether you had an I.Q. of 170 or a I.Q. of 70, you were brainwashed all the same." ~ Erica Jong
"There's another frumpy bride caught up in some meaningless marriage." ~ Sylvia Plath
"... we want to remove our make-up and take off what is false and be real. But somewhere a piece of disguise that we forgot sticks to us... And so we walk around, a mockery and a mere half: neither having achieved being or actors." ~ Rainer Maria Rilke
"Everything is denial. All these girls in Hollywood walk around with these bottles of water so they won't get toxins in their system, and they're all fuckin' dying of anorexia nervosa. They're all smoking cigarettes, they're all throwing up in the toilet every night. Half of them are doing drugs. They all look like they're made of pencils. Their skin is hanging off their fucking bones. Their body image is their only image. Their self-esteem has been ripped to shit by all the horrible ramifications of the nasty parts of feminism - not the good stuff, which is important, but the nastier stuff, the male-bashing stuff."~ James Woods
And now, a Golden Girls moment...
"I hate communism," ~ Sophia
"Of course you do, you were raised a facist," ~ Dorothy
"Although she embraces alternative lifestyles and counts all possibilities among her friends...it just drives her crazy not knowing whether to set me up with men or women. When she asks me outright, I tell her the truth--I don't know. today it seems to be women, yesterday it was men, tomorrow I might have to admit that all I really want is someone to love me." ~ Susannah Indigo
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